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Wednesday, November 19, 2003

I thought about this movie today... "Bar Girls"... I watched it on VHS in 1999... and it was like a dyke version of Melrose place... like you sleep with my lesbian first who will sleep with your lesbian later who will sleep with her ex boyfriend... serial monogamists, tragic romantics, co-dependancy.... and at the end of the movie... this girl goes..."This is soooo unhealthy!"... *SCENE CLOSES- end of movie*. Fellow lesbians, is this the story of your life? *sigh's dramatically"... well it sure ain't mine!



For the record, my favourite line from the movie is: "I love you more than the air that surrounds this house."

I've said it quite a number of times to friends, family, lovers... but I think I've only said it, unjokingly, to one particular human being.

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two evenings ago... the last rays of the sun outlined her being... it was the most beautiful thing i'd ever seen.



OK, bitter people, you may stop regurgitating!

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Monday, November 17, 2003



We were learning how to do the "camel" in bellydance class today... alright.... so, it's not quite like the animation above, but ya get the picture...

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Sunday, November 16, 2003

water...flown across blue climate and different form... seeps through a clouded funnel... falling as forgetten rain... this day opens its blanks on textured paper... awaiting caligraphic strokes in its finest solitude... red brush... black ink... on rolling white hills...



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Tuesday, November 11, 2003

i'm feeling so exhausted...

no it's not just work... i think it's just the sort of space I'm in right now... could be the anemia too... i don't know

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Monday, November 10, 2003

I'm finally putting real photos of myself on this website... they are shots from Halloween night- which I thought would express October 31st best....




So why the lost of fear.. well i guess there's just nothing else to be afraid of... now that the words out....

Shots from inside a cab... Sunday evening


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Saturday, November 08, 2003

color... in its most vibrant sunset, burns the horizen in sparkling reflections... you and I in our most bonded sunrise, burn the sky in blinding dreams....

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Wednesday, November 05, 2003

i don't have to lie anymore... my life's an open book again

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Monday, November 03, 2003

it's departure expels spirit...listless blue wonder

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nick: cyntheticflava
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