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Sunday, July 18, 2004
I've never been more angry and worried my whole life.
For the last 4 days I've had the worst gastric flu. I've heard stories of strange viruses making people vomit and poopoo at the same time, but this has never happened to me. At some point I realised the poopoo and the puke were the exact same color... a diluted orange-brown. On Saturday, I was feeling just a tad bit better- my body not my heart. Better till after dinner... in the cab, I almost threw up... but i held it in. By the time I got out of the cab, my phone had died... I looked at the gate to my house and felt this overwhealming sense of anger.... got back in the cad... my room was the last place I wanted to be in. My heart was so dried out from the hurt... and rage flooded my emotions. I wanted to run away, to push everything away...
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at 9:18 PM by C.flava.
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Wednesday, July 14, 2004
I wonder how many faces pass me by in a day. You could sit at a corner and have an entire army of faces pass you by and not realise a thing.
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at 12:23 AM by C.flava.
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Friday, July 02, 2004
The tiny gig at the Hideout got postponed to the 24th of July.
I woke up this morning puking my guts out. It was another bad case of gastritis which hasn't happened since 2001. I could feel the acid burning all the way up my throat and my mouth was sour and foul. The pain in my tummy was just indescribable...totally unbearable.
The wonder of modern medicine... took the pain away just like that *snap*.
Anyway, so we have another gig at the Raggae Festival at Sentosa, 31st july... which is making me so nervous... the nervousness probably contributed to the gastro attack this morning... psychosomatic illnesses are are strange human phenomenon...
This Sunday, we are performing for Racial Harmony day in Singapore... *** I am also rushing to get my student visa done up... goodness... the immigration officer is interviewing me this Tuesday...
There is so much going on right now... my thoughts are a rushing twirl of madness... too many goodbyes... too many rehearsals... too much work... too much too much too much
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at 7:41 AM by C.flava.
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