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Tuesday, September 28, 2004
my feet were frozen in the morning... i stretched my arm out to switch the airconditioning off... then I realized I wasn't in Singapore... this is the 3rd time this has happened.
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at 8:54 AM by C.flava.
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Tuesday, September 21, 2004
The Rainbow Connection
Kermit The Frog
Why are there so many
Songs about rainbows
And what's on the other side
Rainbows are visions
But only illusions
And rainbows have nothing to hide
So we've been told and some choose to
Believe it
I know they're wrong wait and see
Someday we'll find it
The Rainbow Connection
The lovers, the dreamers and me
Who said that every wish
Would be heard and answered
When wished on the morning star
Somebody thought of that
And someone believed it
And look what its done so far
What's so amazing
That keeps us star gazing
What do we think we might see
Someday we'll find it
That Rainbow Connection
The lovers, the dreamers and me
all of us under its spell
we know that it's probably magic.
Have you been half asleep
And have you heard voices
I've heard them calling my name
Is this the sweet sound
That calls the young sailors
The voice might be one and the same
I've heard it too many times to ignore it
it's something that I'm supposed to be
Someday we'll find it
The Rainbow Connection
The lovers, the dreamers and me
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at 11:06 AM by C.flava.
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Saturday, September 18, 2004
It'd been awhile since I had dinner alone and enjoyed the serenity of my own company. They were mixed feelings of loneliness and peace... hard to describe... soemtimes in the midst of meditation I find myself in that same state as well. I battled with the needy side of myself, telling myself that i chose to have the night to myself and I should stick by it and not call for company.... i did try to call a few but gave up after the first few rings because I wasn't sure if I was needing them or if I was going to just have fun with them... "no i don't need anyone!"... I bravely stepped out the door and walked through the Mission to find myself food.
i found a tiny Jap/chinese place by the corner of 20th and Mission... as I walked in, I found another woman there by herself...for a split 2nd we had eye contact----she gave me the "oh so i'm not the only loser on a friday night look"... her eyes had the makings of a suicidal-greek tragedy and her paleness creeped me out....
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at 6:33 PM by C.flava.
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Friday, September 17, 2004
The winds have been so strong today... I've been home... feeling exhausted... there is a peace in this empty apartment that I cannot describe... I feel like I could rest here forever and not deal with the wind outside.
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at 5:37 PM by C.flava.
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nick:
cyntheticflava
gender: female
d.o.b.: 240878
location: San Francisco/Singapore
food pref: lacto vege
work:
field of shrinkology
musical instrument: djembe
fav colors: blue, maroon
fav food: baked corn
fav body part: armpit
music: d&b/hiphop/jazz
fav writers: kundera, murakami
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