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Tuesday, November 30, 2004
Thanksgiving was spent amongst friends. i watched sam and chien (who were playing house all day) put a huge bird in the oven while i drummed and sang 'ode to the dead bird'. I didnt want to be left out so i chopped toufurkey over my salad... Americans and the dead bird festival... it has always puzzled me how the poor dead bird is a representative of gratitude... like kill the natives, eat a fucking bird and call it thanksgiving... in either case, it was sweet... to be amongst old friends... to consume food from the moment I opened my eyes to the time I fell asleep.
The highlight of the night was persuading Timmy to let me feed Fidel with some of the dead bird... the sweet puppy was so happy... I hugged him so tightly... poor animals have to deal with my breast feeding transference sometimes. I miss my hamsters dearly... i used to spend so much time just talking to them in my motherly tone of voice and holding them the way I was longing to be held... for months I would talk to them with a weight in my heart... i finally handed them to a trustworthy friend whom I knew would take care of the babies they way they deserved.
Those dark moments will always be a part of my heart... that weight... that sunken part of my chest...that longing that was never fulfilled... there will always be these shattered pieces of hurt that never got to be soothed
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at 10:16 AM by C.flava.
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Friday, November 19, 2004
Cure - Treasure Lyrics
She whispers
She whispers
�please remember me
"please remember me
When I am gone from here�
When I am gone from here"
She whispers
She whispers
�please remember me
"please remember me
But not with tears...
But not with tears...
Remember I was always true
Remember I was always true
Remember that I always tried
Remember that I always tried
Remember
Remember I loved only you
Remember me and smile...
For it�s better to forget
Than to remember me
And cry"
"remember I was always true
Remember that I always tried
Remember I loved only you
Remember me and smile...
For it�s better to forget
Than to remember me
And cry"
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at 2:50 PM by C.flava.
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