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Thursday, June 30, 2005

This evening I watched the night fall...I watched the last rays of light fall into the embrace of night... a deep sigh lingers in my chest... it's heaviness chokes me... I remember windy pathways leading to dark memories... senseless time passes while stillness hauntingly remains...

Carl Jung said that embracing your shadow is a pathway to wholeness... i looked in the mirror today and found my ugliest sides staring back at me... I had no choice but to say 'hello'... and swallow the truth of my imperfect humanity.

... posted at 4:38 AM by C.flava. 2 comments


Monday, June 27, 2005

So were any of you around when it was the early 90s and Salt and Pepper was pushin' it?.... when Neneh Cherry was singing about that gigalo with his hands in his pocket and his crocodile feet?... when fire disco kid gangs were dancing to oooh oooh aaah aaah sexy eyes let me take you to paradise?... or why waste your time, you know you're gonna be mine?... where people were having one night stands and saying- it must have been love but its over now? ....

Those were aweful years! What was up with the music???
I loved it!

... posted at 9:07 AM by C.flava. 3 comments


Thursday, June 23, 2005

Me: So come down to the HideOut! I'll be the ipod dj...any requests?
Jimbo: How about, "Hang the DJ" by the Smiths.
Me: I'm already well hung

Two smart asses at play....

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Tuesday, June 21, 2005

i love garage band!


against those thugs

drum and base

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Saturday, June 18, 2005



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Thursday, June 16, 2005



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Sunday, June 12, 2005

"Angels Or Devils" - Dishwalla

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna come here tonight
this is the last time - I will fall
into a place that fails us all - inside

I can see the pain in you
I can see the love in you
but fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down
come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna give in tonight
are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear - to see

still I can see the pain in you
and I can see the love in you
and fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down - come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us

if I was to give in - give it up
- and then
take a breath - make it deep
cause it might be the last one you get
be the last one
that could make us cold
you know that they could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

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Saturday, June 04, 2005



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Wednesday, June 01, 2005



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