cynthetickravings...
Saturday, January 14, 2006
this morning i had a silent conversation with the red palm tree in my garden... it was the sort of conversation one would have with a loved one's grave... the questions i posed didn't have any answers... the only answers came from the moments that went by... what answers did i really want?... in a transient world, few things remain over time... even the sweetest or most bitter memories are remembered differently... i've made exchanges in my life... i've exchanged love for safety... safety for love... who's to say which were mistakes... some things are beyond sensibility... i remembered asking myself the same questions when she chose to not see me... there just weren't any answers... it could have been the southern belle social restrictions or the melted cheesecake on that bleak summer's day... who knows... it was beyond my control... i remember placing her letters close to my heart and wondering why the taste in my mouth had dissapeared... the tears were bitter-sweet... i spent hours that weekend on that beach... watching waves ceaselessly hit the shore... time would go on... moments would pass... none of it was in my control... at 17 my tears were wordless... and at 27 they still are...
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at 6:47 AM by C.flava.
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Tuesday, January 10, 2006
"A Jedi's strength flows from the Force."
Yoda (Star Wars)
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