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Sunday, December 31, 2006
this year has been nothing short of rock and roll...
i am so appreciative of a woman who quite literally fell out of the sky and into my arms... it opened my eyes to so many new possibilities....such short lived happiness... the kind that leaves a sweet after taste... I am eternally moved and changed... merci
new years resolution for 2007:
to not be a whimp, to have more testosterone, to be in touch with my inner butch, to be kick ass, to take a brown pill and feel the funk, to discover the art of dating, to breathe, to paint, to drum, to be loved and hated with a passionate smile.
"It's an insane world but I'm proud to be part of it."- Bill Hicks
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Wednesday, December 27, 2006
the pitter patter of the rain on my window is just incredibly pretty tonight... i lay in bed half awake realizing the ease at which I am finally accepting solitude... for too long have I relied on the consistent safety of another's pressence... for the last 6 months I've been learning to sit with transient connections and expectations that fall apart... i think i'm finally learning the meaning of patience.
so two post-christmas thoughts
#1 who ever wrote the 'santa baby' song has some naught/nice spanking perverse sense of chimney action
#2 attention christmas fat cells, you will cease to expand this instant!
Much respect to the late James Brown who has given me countless relief in times of heartbreak... it feels as if, all the great ones are dead...
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Monday, December 25, 2006
It's my first christmas away from home... and it's been a mix of the blues and the jingles. I love the feeling of being alone but am also present to the feelings of longing and desire in my heart. The cold hit my nostrils yesterday and I felt it freeze my brain... it gave me flashbacks of drinking slurpies and brain freezes. I'm esctatic about the year ahead, it'll be another bitchin' one.
here's to hoe gaarden, honig cab, the djembe, the doumbek, music, dance, office drama, heart felt humor, pms, heart breaks, heart lifts, sunshine, friendship, romance and passionate singlehood
merry christmas
to those who lost their lives to the tsunami, may they rest in peace
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